much more besides ... a sister who says my home sounds clear with all I have planned and done. We have a lot of banter. The banter different with someone who has not entirely lived in those circumstances. Only the realisation of the crisis aftermath. The reconnection with my immediate family.
Apart from the once of putting the phone off on me, out of exasperation in days now gone. I could be cold in cold as ice with wind in words, words, before I softened again. In which she soon attempted to reconnect. She left a message for obviously I was by then not picking up for a tad.
The intricate picking up the pieces through my sarcastic ice tones in those days of getting through relationships where people did not talk. Where people are huffy. And much more worse than that.
Only after such a tragic death only some come to a realisation ...the silent in no words but action ...
oh ! That was why !!!
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