I eventually went out in the evening's drizzle to get the basics done and a healthier way of life to continue ...
I went into yet another weekend ... when those who are now off duty too who were not there at a time when most needed in my life ... yet for me ... my life forever changed for that lack of time given to us. What goes around: comes around ...
A constant reminder in that empty void in my life ... that no one fully understands how it came to be ... life around carries on ... my bitterness recedes back in time ... it is a struggle to have a smile on ones persona ... again I am alone in that outlook ... with the varied reactions I have had over time ... strangers smile more ... I had several unexpected smiles back ... beautiful genuine smiles ... they have stayed with me ... reminding me not to be bitter ...
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